septemberdiary.: Rest in peace, Jinriya

Shocking news appears in the worldwide entertainment world again.

On 14th of October, I saw an instagram story of a friend of mine. He posted Sulli's death.

I am so shock at that point, I started to scroll twitter, and people out there were saying Rest in Peace, Sulli. I can't imagine what will happen if it is real. Family, friends, fans out there will truly breakdown. Especially SM Entertainment, 2 years ago the same thing happened to Jonghyun. I guess the pain is still there, it will not fully recovered. Like how I feel, sometimes I still hope that it was a dream. Sulli is a very talented and pure girl. The last scene I see her on-screen was in "Hotel Del Luna" k-drama. She is very pretty and I know that SHINee was very close with f(x) too. Especially when Minho shoot drama with her, "To the beautiful you", personally I really like the drama.

From that drama too, I guess she is "extra" closer with SHINee too.

For fans, it is not easy, what about her friends, it will be harder for them since they are super close. I really pray for Taeyeon, Amber, Krystal, Luna, Victoria, SHINee's members and other label mates from SM or even not from SM to stay strong and keep healthy.

Her death was attacked constantly by hate comments, I guess she could not take it anymore.

Some truths in life are hard to accept. Your departure is one of those truths. Your memories will never be forgotten. Rest in peace, Jinriya!

I hope you are happy up there girl. May angels lead you & bring you up to the stars where you can stay forever shining and happy.

Reunited with Jonghyunnie oppa, He will take care of you <3

Sulli born in 1994, debuted in 2005 as a child actress and then in 2009 as a member of f(x)

Some words from Sulli:

My name is Sulli. Sul means snow and Li means a pear flower. So I'll probably reborn as a flower that is small but full of stong vitality.
Sulli was always bright and outspoken. I don't like mourning in darkness so I decided the brightest white and peach would do.
Your smile and your laughter lit my whole world.
I kind of suppress my feelings. More exactly to say, I don't even realize whether I am upset or stressed out sometimes. I came to realize later after my suppressed feelings exploded.

I wish you could be just a person simply living life to the fullest without the name of an artist.

People out there please remember that words can kill people.

When you are depressed, please remember that suicide or death is not the way to overcome it.